Lack.

[thatshanekid]

I don't think I've ever felt like this. I am completely out of control. I don't feel like I should have gone to college. At least not yet. I wasn't ready for it. I wasn't ready to be where I am. I'm going to have a degree in December. I don't know what to do with it. I don't have any aspirations right now. Everything I try fails. I don't

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[foreverunbroken]

we already addressed the meghan thing last week, although if you want to continue that conversation let me know.

as for school, i feel you completely. im NOT getting out of here with a degree anytime soon, but even now that i've narrowed down my options to a specific field i have no fucking clue what i want to do with the degree i'll get. i very seriously debated taking this semester off but decided i'd most likely never come back. i think regarding both situations you need to step back and take an objective look at what shane wants. not what would be practically good, or convenient, but what you want to happen. this is going to get too involved. i'll talk to you..

[fasterchild]

I'm sure that I'm one of the last people that should be leaving a comment about this because I'm part of the reason you guys met in the first place. I saw her last week out of the blue for the first time in like 2 years and she told me that you guys broke up. I have to agree with some of what Tyler said because at least that is a start. As for the other stuff, as trite as it sounds, only time is going to fix that one. I do definitely agree with the hanging out more thing, though. I'd like to see you. I know you have my number and you should give me a call. I don't really do anything right now and I would be more than willing to drop any plans to come spend some time with you. I mean, come on. I have pictures of you getting your ass beat by Smokin' Joe when you had blonde tipped hair. If that's not a reason to hang out, I don't know what is.

[tensecondsleft]

let me know if you need anything.. even if its small, i'll do what i can to pull through, because thats what friends do.

[tribebabe]

I'm just starting this college thing really. I already feel like I should never have been allowed to get to this point. My degree will not land me in a secure place either. Theater for fuck's sake. I'm sorry that things didn't work for you and her. And I understand that ignoring her existence won't really make it easier. Time, as shitty as it sounds, is what it comes down to. Come visit me at IUP. I'd like to see you.

[familyportraits]

i do remember meeting you. i added you.