i was gonna stay here next year buuut i changed my mind, i'm gonna go to UIC nextyear, i think that that would be best for everyone.

a haiku:

bummed for tomorrow
excited for the weekend
worried 'bout my bones

"Everybody says they have been the reincarnation of Cleopatra or Alexander The Great. I always want to tell them they were probably some dumb fuck like everybody else. "

speech tournament in lincoln alllll day
i'll be home at 7 at the latest
call me or comment about tonight?
i'll wear my suit if you want
ahahaha
:( i don't wanna go...

maddie told me this morning that i look like a predator
me: "what is it the hair? i could wear it down instead.."
maddie: "no "
me: pondering *cuz i haven't gotten any action in awhile...? maybe thats it*
maddie: "it's your face you always look like a predator"

good to know...

so i had a completely bogus day ( Read more... )

sooo break was fun, school frusterating like usual
but i'm getting more used to and anxious for the idea that
i will be leaving next year so thats a little bit of a relief

"i know i'm alone if i'm with or without you
                 but just being around you offers me another form of relief...."

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"...but we all feel it though, and i say all without exception, because those who do not feel do not count."

i know what i want
i know who i am
i know where i've been
i do not know what will happen
or where i will go for sure
but i am so ready to end this chapter and start the next one

these next few months will be something like purgatory

but i will ( Read more... )

everybody please do me a favor and don't let highschool and highschool relationships deface your image of love.love is a good thing ( Read more... )

stayed home today from schoool ( Read more... )