as i said to josh, i believe that the world is going to prevent me from having a girlfriend until i make better art.

girls won't date me

i hate that there are some sounds i'll never ever be able to make, no matter how much i work at them. why couldn't i have been taught a second language in my youth, when learning it would have been effortless? now it's almost impossible. o, to be young again!

people aren't all that great

i don't do things very well

i know you got shit to do. we all do. but when someone sends you something like that, you just gotta respond, don't you?

o, the mistakes i make!

this is not going well.

i need to start hanging out with more people my own age. i hate feeling so old!

ugh. everywhere i go, i just wish you were there, too.