You know what bullshit line about whatever doesn't kill you?
Yeah, it makes you stronger... BUT IT STILL FUCKING HURTS.
And them's the brakes. Any attempt at SUPREME ULTIMATE HAPPINESS may have the unfortunate side effect at tearing up your insides.
Time heals most wounds, and focusing that self destructive laser beam of gloom on the parts of yourself you're least happy with will help make the difference.
As far as the jobs go? You know you're hot shit... Don't be afraid to let them know it.
Well, I don't think it was a silly entry. And you can always talk to me if you want to, I don't know if it'd be helpful or not, but, the offer's there nonetheless. You were a godsend for me during my whole wretched Carl experience, so if I could ever be even a tenth as helpful to you, I'd be happy to do anything I could. Anyway, that's all I've got to say, I'm not going to harrass you.. I just wanted to let you know that I'm here if you need me. And also that - last thing, I promise - you *will* find a good job, and you *will* start to feel better soon. Both take time, but both will happen sooner than you think.
You may or may not believe this... but I have an idea of what you're going through. 'I want so badly to live without it but have no idea how to shake it' and 'I want to be someone's gold star. Silver doesn't suit me well' pretty much describe my summer and life at this point in general.
I know you'll find an awesome job and a great place you want to stay in. Until then.. keep up your chin. Everything happens for a reason and you know that.
I don't know you're whole story, but i do know i was in a relationship for 2 years and i broke it up because it was wrong for me. And i also know that now he has a girlfriend and now i'm regretting my choices and all my actions, while secretly knowing i made the right choice. It's so hard right now and i'm so confused. My life has come falling down latley too so just know if you need someone to talk to, though i'm far away, I'm here. I hope things get better for you cause i don't like seeing you so sad.
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Yeah, it makes you stronger... BUT IT STILL FUCKING HURTS.
And them's the brakes. Any attempt at SUPREME ULTIMATE HAPPINESS may have the unfortunate side effect at tearing up your insides.
Time heals most wounds, and focusing that self destructive laser beam of gloom on the parts of yourself you're least happy with will help make the difference.
As far as the jobs go? You know you're hot shit... Don't be afraid to let them know it.
They'd be fools not to hire THE Sutorius.
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Isn't that a horrible thing to say?"
no, that's a very Morrissey thing to say
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I know you'll find an awesome job and a great place you want to stay in. Until then.. keep up your chin. Everything happens for a reason and you know that.
If you ever wanna chat.. you know where I am.
-Carolyn
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