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updates:
Cthulhu is home, and being cute, despite the stitches up his tummy, and having to be medicated every 8 hours
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Cthulhu swallowed a piece of my heavy duty thread..it was all wrapped up around inside him.
He had to have surgery, or die, they tried to pull it out, and couldnt..
I so cant afford the $1,000 vet bill..my mother is helping us as best we could
I'm gonna set up a little donation jar for him on my table at FWA this weekend
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life..
the sugar problems arent...going to go away, we're still waiting on the results from the lab, I have my follow up next week, mommy will probibly drive me, or something.. I'm spending most of my time going from sugar crash to sugar crash, struggling to learn how to propperly balance my meals and eating times, its pretty much confirmed hypoglycemia, ( Read more... ) -
bad morning
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$5 commissions
Thats right, the title of the journal is correct ( Read more... ) -
State of the me
Well I haven't posted since just before Christmas, its about time I did that again, if only to get you folks out there an update ( Read more... ) -
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ugh, I think I'm going to throw up. I was coughing my lungs out this morning, and now I'm nauseous. I'm skipping the viewing today, I'll be going to the funeral tomorrow, I'm not going to be in a good state. Hell I'm not in a good state now.. -
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My grandmother passed today.
I also lost a great deal of my files from my computer, due to a computer techs incompetence, but I can't seem to get angry about it. It was everything I was currently working on, plus contact info and reference pictures. I'm barely even registering it..
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Depression
Seems I'm depressed alot now adays, subtle hints about my state of mind surround me..forgetting to eat, forgetting to do..just about anything but sleep, and a supressed immune system makes certain I always feel misirable enough to justify it to myself, I gotta get motivated and get my commissions done- I promised myself I'd get them done, and at ( Read more... )
