Sorry, ladies~
But from now on, Hidan is no longer going to flounce around half-naked. XD
Since he burned his Akatsuki cloak way back when, he's been lacking in the ways of a torso-covering that he finds comfortable. But from now on, he'll be clad in this. (Art by aims21Also, Hidan needs a hug. Poor boy's been slapped, abandoned by mysteriously disappeared Tobi, and ( Read more... )
Since he burned his Akatsuki cloak way back when, he's been lacking in the ways of a torso-covering that he finds comfortable. But from now on, he'll be clad in this. (Art by aims21Also, Hidan needs a hug. Poor boy's been slapped, abandoned by mysteriously disappeared Tobi, and ( Read more... )
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...that's fucked up, but it doesn't mean they own your soul forever. Your world or mine--it's still gonna end one day. Fire and brimstone and whatnot. The fucking apocalypse. And when that happens, all the humans will die and you'll be free for judgement. *nods to himself, forgetting his own misery* In the end, your soul belongs to God, and not that shitty god you told me about. Life sucks, all right, but the afterlife...*yearning look* That'll be something to look forward to, seriously.
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*recognizes the rancor so many suffering people hold towards God, and immediately narrows his eyes slightly, understanding but scolding all the same*
Don't bitch, Johnny. I've devoted my whole fucking life to His cause, and I want nothing more than I want to die, and what does He do? Give me another hundred or more years to live on this fucking shithole--*violently kicks a bookshelf, ignoring the crash it makes when it falls over*
...and I'll bitch, but I won't bitch at Him. If you wanna take it out on someone, take it out on the bastards who make you miserable. This life's just a test program, Johnny. God's testing to see if you're a heathen pussy who can't handle His trials, or if you're one of the few who'll make it to paradise. Think about that, seriously.
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So be pissed. Be pissed until you realize you're getting fucking nowhere. Then it'll come to you. I would've told you to fuck off and die if I didn't think you had something, Johnny. If anything, you've got endurance, and even though your life is total shit, I know you'll come out cleaner than half the bastards here.
I should be pissed at God, with the crappy circumstances...*shrugs* But I can't. 'Least he gave me you to make this place less of a hellhole.
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*smirk eventually works its way into the closest thing resembling a genuine smile*
There, see? Some bit of you wants to, and I swear, that makes all the fucking difference in the world. There's a bit of skeptic in everybody--used to be in me, once--but...only a few actually keep hoping, because this--*gestures around him*--this can't be all there is.
*has realized Johnny has issues with touching, so instead of clasping his shoulder, he clasps the rosary around his neck and leans back against the shelves, feeling better and oddly comforted by reassuring someone else*
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*nods understandingly--this sort of thing can take years to comprehend* Don't worry, we're in no rush, being immortal and all, but it's something to think about. *smirks faintly* And my immortality blows, but hey, it came from there. *beckons towards the ceiling* So if it proves anything...*lets that hand*
...thanks, by the way. I don't feel like shit, anymore. Not really.
(LOL me neither. XD But I'm glad it did, too. ♥)
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