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[the08]

I have trouble soaking things in. I won’t understand something or appreciate it fully in all it’s wonder unless I’m forcing myself do to so. The thing is, I'll try to appreciate something and then just get lazy. It sounds dumb but I’ll think, "That’s too much work. If I’m actually gonna appreciate this one thing as much as I can, I want to get

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[the08]

thanks and yeah, he did. i believe that too but what this entry was about is my personal strugle with learning to appreciate things in everyday life because i dont remember things if i dont appreciate them like that. I have two memories of my grandfather that come to mind right now. just two. granted, i only saw him for a week or so every year when i was in sweden so there wasn't too much time for more memories occur but still. he meant a lot to me and i hit myself everyday for not being able to remember more