its 7:35 in the morning on friday and im not going to school for several reasons.....1 i just dont want to go, 2 i want to rest and just think cause i dont have time to sit and just think this weekend, 3 some people i jsut cant bear to see and its not that i hate them its just too hard to see them.....the past 6 months have been interesting...i ( Read more... )

lacrosse game at loyola marymount university on saturday i expect YOU to be there....word....anyways...had that one phone conversation and i feel it ended in an awkward way....but its all good....only hope the best comes out of it....and i hope your happy and you know that....holla....

so painful.....

this week was a bit wierder than others but in a good way....i had some new experiences and it was fun......i played like shit today in lacrosse which put me in such a bad mood and i didnt want to talk to anyone....in fact i am still in a bad mood....and the only reason why i am writing in this thing is becuase i am bored.....i wish certain people ( Read more... )

what up...its the 17th i figure everyone is updating their journal so i mine as well jump on the band wagon and do so as well.....i am 15 dollars richer i won the bet word up......kitty bought me a wicked tight ring so i guess she doesnt have to pay me 5....today is tuesday thats better then monday yet lacrosse practice everyday is tiring the shit ( Read more... )

everyone i talked to this weekend seems so depressed....and it sucks....if it was my choice i would have everyone be happy and have myself be depressed....its sucks.....i guess i went through the same thing before but i just looked on the brighter side of things but still....i guess when someone is just sad they jsut are and no one can really ( Read more... )

its the day after valentines and it wasnt to shabby....everyone is saying how valnetines day is so sad i think we should all just look at it as another out of the 365 days....i gotta cool ring thanks to kitty....its wicked hott......lacrosse officially starts out tommrow first practice with everyone there and hopefully it will be fun...ive been 14 ( Read more... )

yo yo its thursday.....this week is still going by slow...im done with all my history essays and its 5:17 but i finsihed them at like 4 and then i worked out....i am getting obsessed with working out...these days thats all i think about and i feel so good afterwards...this week hasnt been to shabby and i cant wait for the three day weekend though ( Read more... )

its tuesday and this week is going by so damn slow.....this weekend is valentines day....and me i have no valentine...kinda upsetting but my fat ass will get over it....im 9 days sober.....and on monday i get paid 15 dollar...lacrosse has started and though the running sucks it is so damn fun and all my problems go away.....sooooo nice.....everyone ( Read more... )

lacrosse is starting and when i am on the field all the pain and problems go away...this is the year that will make or break my college career....im trying hard to be a positive leader and attempting to be captain and lead the team to a state championship....being on the field is so nice the adrenaline the push the drive of the game just pumps me ( Read more... )