NEW SCREEN!!!

FaRxFroMxPeRf3cT

I've never realized until lately how much I truly hate myself & everything around me, no matter where I go or what I do I’m not happy, I don't think I’ve ever truly been happy. Sometimes I wish I’d just die!! I use to take so many pills or huff so much that at night I’d pray it would kill me. Nothing ever works out anymore & things I always ( Read more... )

Wooo i'm just full of emotion right now lol man this sucks, one minute i feel like the happies luckies girl in the world then i'm depressed then happy all over again... omg i fucking hate this!! Erghhh and yes this is still Jessi Un-Drugged.... but i'll be on meds 2morra woot woot

I MISS DAN.S

so yeah Jeff and I are done... i feel bad tho, i love him but i can't live like that anymore, we had a bad relationstip... too much sex & too much fighting it left me heart broken. I use to spend everyday crying cause of him. I'm scared tho, i'm scared to be without him but at the same time i'm scared cause i know i'm gonna run back to him. we're ( Read more... )

Today was not all that great, i went to the mall with Denise & her friend Jamie... the bus never showed up so i walked to the mall by myself. I did alot of thinking on the way. Blahness when i got there we went into McDonalds so i could get a drink & we ran into YDs sister & she called him for me but he didn't wanna go to the mall (i'm kinda glad ( Read more... )

Ok this one is about Jeff


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yeah thats where i'm going...

Anyways, Jimmy (10) called me. I wasn't expecting that at all. I <3 that kid, he's realy such a great friend, i don't think i like him as much as i use to but i know i'm 100% glad to have him as a friend. I mean i still like him but i think we'd be better off friends. I'd raither have friends than a boyfriend! Friends ( Read more... )

I'm not doing so good.... I don't know whats going on anymore, i feel really lonely & worthless right now, i don't like the way things in my life are. I took a long walk today around the mall and home from the mall to figure out what i wanna do and well i have no clue... i don't know if it's all worth it, i don't know what's worth it anymore. I'm ( Read more... )

I can't get him out of my head

<3... I've Never felt this way before,

He makes me feel like a BETTER person

Is this real? Is this love? Is this going to last? Is this even worth it?