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[the2ndhandkid]

I woke up in the middle of the night to Osro crying for more milk, more milk...I am at my wits end trying to get rest....I state in a sob "I can't do this anymore!" I kneel beside the bed, hang my head, and I just cry....He has soaked through another diaper and has been lying in a swamp of his own urine for god knows how long, my side is also

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[the2ndhandkid]

people bring us food, oogle at the babe and then leave...i can't bring myself to ask for anything more from anyone. i can hardly bring myself to ask paul for more...

i get a bath or two throughout the day to soak....

thats just it though...even when i am sleeping, im not reeally sleeping...and even when im relaxing in the tub, my ears are strained to be sure he's okay. After this incident I started waking paul up everytime he needed changing...i figure if i can wake up every two hours to feed him, Paul can wake up every two hours to change him...

I can't even imagine how wrecked ide be if I had a fussy baby...

thank you.

[dearymetalsinks]

Don't worry, I'll be assisting shortly. I've made a list. Or shall I say 'inventory.' But I'm not telling, cuz every part is a surprise.

[the2ndhandkid]

love you..can't wait.

[suedepussy]

My daughter my world my perfect little joy. That being said...I had a HELL of a pregnancy, 41 hr labor, a child who would NOT sleep or stop crying for the first 6 months of her life (starting the first night in the hospital...seriously, the nurses came in and begged to take her for an hr so i could rest), an ASSHOLE for a baby's father who was totally useless and actually CREATED total havoc and no family within 900 miles and I MADE IT. You will too...I promise :) It's hard being a Mommy, hardest thing in the world. The breast will save you. Don't get down on yourself and PLEASE take advantage of asking for help while he's still teensie because you do need it and it's okay. And I'm actually envious of your leaky breasts...I miss it. Even though I wanted to scream as my nipples got used to the rawness and wanted to flick my daughter off like a flea so many times when she turned into a toddler.

And congratulations. Stay focused. BREATHE.

[the2ndhandkid]

thank you so much...