i guess god shit on you hard this time...not to ruin ur spirits or anything, but damn...definitely thought ashley was a keeper and bam, she comes outta no where with the friend talk...that sux, well i can give u advice and hope u take it into consideration or i could say fuck it and do what makes you feel best bout urself...well hell how bout both...i definitely belive there is someone out there for you, for everyone, for some they find it more sooner than others, but u cant just give up, i realize heartache and pain is never a good thing, but thats just something your gonna have to be willing to handle when it does come to relationships, lasting or not...but like i said, THERE IS someone out there for you, and when you KNOW you KNOW and all the heartache and pain you suffered with in the past will seem like nothing when you're holding the girl of your dreams in your arms...forever. but then again like i said, i guess you can just say fuck it and give up like you want to, but just rethink ur thought(s) before u take an extreme
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I dont think ill ever do anything to drastic. Thanks for the support though. Me and Ash are still VERY much friends and I hang out with her all the time. It's almost like we still go out because we still hug each other and act very affectionate. We just dont kiss or anything like that. Its kind of a mixed blessing because every impulse of mine shouts "KISS HER! CARESS HER! SOMETHING!" and I can't. At the same time though, at least I am able to be close to the person I have the most feelings for at this particular time in my life. I love her to death and I would give almost anything to be back with her, but its not a life-ender. Things happen and that's that. Relationships don't always work out and you just have to take your moment, grieve, then move on. It isn't worth it to dwell on it. I took that road before and it was scary. I will never do that again.
well it's good to hear that u n ash can still be friends...and yea i dont think u ever want to take that road again like before, well i hope everything turns out for the best for ya, and i guess i'll talk to ya later, ok bye! renee
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