Lost: I have therefore i am.

[the7thdeadlyzen]

without anyone else to think about, i notice my body likes to destroy itself. it hates what it is..what it has become and whats instore for it. with self esteem shot and not a second glance... i've become what i've always feared: ******. in these timeless hours, i feel a sense of invulnerablity in the air. moral is high nothing can get worse and

Comments

[lolyawl]

Oh, Zen. Good times ahead! Glad I could be there for you in even the slightest way today.

[the7thdeadlyzen]

hey it helped more than you know. i finally see all she really cares about. and that was enough for me.

[tictacteleport]

i still love you, if that means anything.
i hope you are doing alright, even though i have no clue what goes on in your life any longer.

[the7thdeadlyzen]

of course it does, i mean all this time all you were trying to do was warn me, but in the end i figured it was going to happen. i just had to see and if anything i've come out of this that much stronger. i feel free and i'm glad.