Some one judged me apon the way I look and dress today. They can go eat shit.
People are most of the time stupid as hell.
I love males. I've become extremly attracted to about 3-4 guys.
One of them I don't even know at all.
I want a kiss again.
I want to try Yoga. hehe.

I actually realize who I am and finally started to cheer up a bit.

I had become confident in myself.

I had the guts to ask a boy if he would like my number. " No" he said " Thats mean"  I replied " Rejected" he said clearly.

I came home and thought for the longest time what is wrong with me? There must be a flaw with me some where that I am blinded ( Read more... )

I push every guy that is the slightest bit interested in me away.
IT SUCKS BALLS.
I need to be more confident in myself.
I'll try my best.
hehe.
Been working out every day this week.
I'll be sexy im a few months.

I've lost 8 pounds sense I have started working out.
Im so happy!
I just need to keep it up and lose more weight.

I want to do something with Courtney! Hopefully see is free.
I miss that girl.

I stayed so late at KFC last night ( Read more... )

My new quote for my life.
I got it from my brothers info but I love it.
"Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect, it means you've decided to look beyond the imperfections"

Journals can't release all my emotions ( Read more... )

I hope he cared that I called.
I really do.
I just want to be friends.
Even if its been forever.

The new guy called first. <3
To bad I was still at work.
I called back and left a message.