GRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!
F@&k this. I hate this and everything else. I hate the fact that one person can destroy all of your short and mid term goals. I had plans and now they're f*#ked. If I die tomorrow I honestly wouldn't give a crap. I don't see any point in living for a future if life so far is as shit as it is. When you don't really know what you want to do.
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Im sorry that you're hurting, i am, im not feeling the greatest at the moment either. Im sorry that youre in pain and things have changed.
So write more and let it all out, it might help.
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Dont do anything stupid, please. Yeah life sucks, hell im just a big mean bitch that always changes everything around (i know that already, thats no big news) but thats no reason to punish everyone else around you that loves you. Punish me, im the one youre angry at. So hate me, dont kill yourself or do anything to hurt yourself, cause its not just yourself youre hurting.
I really hoped that this could have been different, that things would have been better, but life sucks and im a bitch and thats the way the world goes.
I give up. I feel like utter shit, and the more i say sorry, the worse i feel. But i will live, and so will you, if youre strong enough. And ive seen you strong, so i know if you want to have a good life, if you want to have everything that you want now, and more, i know that you can. But its up to you, its your decision and you have to make it, just like i made mine.
So what's it going to be? Win or lose?
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