How often do you wonder.. "is this inappropriate?" I'm sure we all have our secrets of things that we don't want anyone to know we love- not because it's bad, but simply embarrassing. For example, I have to say I love the tv show "Queer Eye for the Straight Guy". I haven't watched it in so long because I wasn't sure if it was bad or not. I just ( Read more... )

Thank you to all who came forward and admitted the same social blunder that I've committed. It warms my heart to know that I'm not the only one... and it was those who are in the same intellectual status as me that did it. I know that on the surface I don't look like I'm as brilliant as I am, but emode has confirmed my superior knowledge with a ( Read more... )

So, how inappropriate is laughing during communion? I wish there was a big sign that says "Take communion now" when you're supposed to. Today, I thought PJ said to take it--- oh no--- so I'm sitting there with a melting matza cracker in my mouth, choking. (because I'm trying not to laugh at my idiocy) The Oulettes were sitting in front of me to ( Read more... )

There are times in my life when I really don't know that I've made all the right decisions. I know that no one is perfect, and I shouldn't expect myself to be- but some things are irreversible. I hate living with regret.

Yesterday was Nichole's memorial service. I can't help but feel that if I would have done something more that she and Michael would still be together, and she would never have died. Her car accident pictures were terrible, and it looked like she was in a lot of pain when she died. The guy she was with was abusive, and I'm sure he caused the ( Read more... )

boy was I fooled... I tried on more dresses with Amy and Amanda at Group USA, and I had to get a 16!!! What is going on!
I wish someone knew how to make clothes so that there weren't a million different sizes for each person. We're going to Sarnia tomorrow, and hopefully this nonsense will be done with.

The other day I was dress shopping for Amanda's wedding, and I am so excited that I fit into a 12!!!! Maybe I'm not as fat as I thought

I have another game tonight... I hope I do well. I think I'll ask George to keep me at catcher so I can tone my boot-ay. Anyway, the A league is really good, and they ned a good catcher as it is. These women run on anything, and I'm gonna stop them. I wonder how I can get some hitting in before the game..... I refuse to suck two weeks in a row

I played in my first game yesterday. I stunk. I didn't hit well, and I got stuck playing catcher. I hate catcher. I was also put in right field. I looked so fat in my clothes, I depressed myself. I hope I can do better next week ( Read more... )

I reweighed myself, and I guess the first scale I used was broken, because the second time I weighed myself, I was 30 lbs heavier...on two different scales. So, instead of just being overweight, I'm back to being obese. I am so disgusting. I played softball and have been dancing, but the weight will not come off. I'm going to retry Atkins, and ( Read more... )