This is just a random thought....
Memories of her I savor like hard candy in my mouth...
I lick and taste the sweetness and joy as my mind opens up to the warm memories of her.....I could almost feel her body next to mine and the taste of the sugar like skin on my lips.... I kneel before her and wrap my arms around her waist and press my head against her stomach, I worship her, my goddes, my heaven on earth, my salvation.... you proove to me that God does exist, nothing man made could have created someone like you.... and at the hight of my euphoria...i feel the sharp truth that I will never see you again... and feel the pain of knowing it will never be hold you in my arms the way I used to.... I enjoy the memories the same way I enjoy taste of candy until I get the sharp edges from disovling in my mouth until the sugar, blood, and spit, are all a mixture of sweet copper too bitter and painful to enjoy....
but I can't stop enjoying the memories... no mater how painful they are to savor.