All in all, life is just too precious and fragil....
This is a dark journal entry. I do have some sad news to tell. But if you don't want to read anything sad or tragic. Please don't click on this. Thank you.
I found out last night that my sister-in-law just had a miscarriage. She was about 6 months pregnant. She's my older brothers wife. Angela Monique was going to be her name. She only live for about 3 hours but wasn't developed enough to continue to breath on her own. She was baptized and cremated on the same day after her passing. And I wonder what sort of girl could she have grown up to be.
I didn't get to see her in her short time here on earth. I didn't get to hold her or welcome her or make her laugh at bad uncle jokes like I have my nieces and nephews. I didn't get to talk to her or listen to her when she wanted someone to listen. I didn't get that chance. I'll never get that chance.
I know this has been hard on my brother, but I know its been a lot harder on his wife. The loss of a child is the worst pain a person could feel. I remember when the news was broken to me, my blood ran cold and I felt that feeling like the world just stopped turning. So I can't imaging what they are going through. But I know it much worse.
If you read this, please have them in your thoughts. If you have little ones or loved ones... just give them a hug, let them know they mean a lot to you. I realized that life is life regardless of how long or short it is, and how special and importaint it is. Those three hours of my neices life time will continue on for the rest of our family's life.
I found out last night that my sister-in-law just had a miscarriage. She was about 6 months pregnant. She's my older brothers wife. Angela Monique was going to be her name. She only live for about 3 hours but wasn't developed enough to continue to breath on her own. She was baptized and cremated on the same day after her passing. And I wonder what sort of girl could she have grown up to be.
I didn't get to see her in her short time here on earth. I didn't get to hold her or welcome her or make her laugh at bad uncle jokes like I have my nieces and nephews. I didn't get to talk to her or listen to her when she wanted someone to listen. I didn't get that chance. I'll never get that chance.
I know this has been hard on my brother, but I know its been a lot harder on his wife. The loss of a child is the worst pain a person could feel. I remember when the news was broken to me, my blood ran cold and I felt that feeling like the world just stopped turning. So I can't imaging what they are going through. But I know it much worse.
If you read this, please have them in your thoughts. If you have little ones or loved ones... just give them a hug, let them know they mean a lot to you. I realized that life is life regardless of how long or short it is, and how special and importaint it is. Those three hours of my neices life time will continue on for the rest of our family's life.