I thought about what I posted the other day. I still blame myself for what went wrong, but the more I think about it, the more I see I was going to fail... either by my hand or hers. It was bound to happen. Some people in this world want so bad to self distruct. And there is nothing anyone can do to stop it ( Read more... )

I would think I've come along way from letting my past go, and I can't. Now I'm going to be this weepy cry goth cry kid on teh interwebs spewing the "oh why has baby jebus forsaken me to such pain as heartbreak..." yadda yadda yadda-cut cut cut.

But I'm going there....

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I can't remember how I agreed to go to this place. My wife was telling me something about ...."an old friends band was playing in Downey...*sounds of gun fire* and would *explosion of a near by Grenade*..ike us to see him play" and that's all I could remember about the conversation since she was telling me this over a game of Call of Duty 4.
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I'm going to miss this place. So many memories.....

http://laist.com/2008/03/02/nova_express_closing.php

....I just need a vacation from this life for about 5 days. Promise I'll come back..... I promise! =)

Damn it. Forget it. Trash pick up is tomorrow.... I got to make sure the cans come back in.

...because you're alone today doesn't mean you're not in someones thoughts. Have a good Valentine's day everyone.

So tonight is the American Idol BS. HB likes that show, I like watching the ones that think they have a great shot at it and make themselves look like complete asses on TV. This is a necessary evil,folks. Because out there there are people with wild dreams of becoming successful in music and can't sing. And someone has to shut these people down ( Read more... )

I don't think this is effective anymore, but I think it's my last way to reach out without touching anyone and getting to the right person I want to get to. I'm grasping at straws, I don't think this is going to work, but then again... this gives me hope. And sometimes, that's all a person can live off of. I think I'm shooting myself in the ( Read more... )

I've been too stuck on Myspace blogs for some reason....

But my stalkers love me there....
=(

I forget to post here.... I should do so more often.