and the worst thing about it all is that i really do love you. and you have no idea...

i am so sad right now and it's the worst kind of sad. realizing that the summer has passed and so has our time. its hard to say what happened but some switch went off in your brain, and mine has yet to stop producing feelings. the type of feelings you can;t shake, the kinf of feelings you get when you hear that certain song or you visit that ( Read more... )

im sorry for feeling the way i do im sorry i was so happy and now im a wreck. im sorry for picking up all the things i did and thought they were sincere. im sorry for thinking about you nonstop, wether or not youre thinking of me. im sorry that i care so much. im sorry i roll over in the morning and expect to see you there, smiling, and no one will ( Read more... )

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so... it's almost been a year since i;ve written in this thing. i cant;believe how much has changed i dont know where to begin. i finished 14 months of massage therapy school last week, so now my game plan is to work in the student clinic, hopefully gaining at least 7 hours weekly towards my 150 practical needed for licensing.the end is in sight, ( Read more... )

school
shower
friends
smoke
boy
work
sleep
eat
my life story. zee end.

   things really have been non stop for the past month or so. i started massage therapy school on the 4th and can i tell you how FANTASTIC it is? there's a little more bookwork than i was anticipating but once the first cycle is over in january there will be lots more of hands on training. i would have never guessed i would actually enjoy going to ( Read more... )

wow, so i havent updated in forever ( Read more... )

i havent updated in a while... things are still good. finally slowing down a bit, thank god.

heather, spencer and brandon are moving into their house on the 28th, and i dont think i could be any more STOKED about it.
megan's 18th birthday is in a month, and 4th of july is right around the corner... how badass is this next month??