empire records ( Read more... )

i also forgot to write that im completely pathetic and not over the idea of natalie. i am however over her. i couldnt comprehend that i just miss having a love like that. something so beautiful in my life, anything to make me sweet..a decent human being. i think thats why me and cala are so close, i think we both want what we use to have. i think ( Read more... )

i havent wrote in this for months. im done with this though, im never online. so i guess ill do an update one last time ( Read more... )

I am overwhelmed with stress but for some reason I have such great control that I don't let it get to me. I don't have enough money for rent, jobs been shitty and no ones hiring me. Everyone says its karma because I'm such a reckless asshole ( Read more... )

NON, ENO, DAF, SPK, CTI, DOME, TG, HAAS, CVOLTAIRE, VEGA, IVENS, CARLOS, MEEK, DIE TODLICHE DORIS, GIORBINO

i have an interview at niche and his ass better fucking hire me.
short dress, bare legs..how can i go wrong?

my friend got fucked up yesterday, had to go to the hospital. if you are reading this, im coming for you when you least expect it. i made two weapons just for you and i promise i will make you not see longer then she cant.
i have a lot of

i accidently called her yesterday, my phone called her actually. she calls back and i answer and we just start talking and laughing. i felt good after i got off the phone with her, i didnt miss her and i felt full. i take that back, i miss her but not as a lover but just as a friend and as a person that was so deep in my skin. i didnt understand ( Read more... )

"So yeah, like you know i think youre pretty man and like i mean i like you so uhh..i mean, you want to kick it with me? i wanna be your girl ( Read more... )

The house is not the same since we left it that day ( Read more... )

im not sure why i still think about her or compare everything to her, but i do. last night was one of the first and only nights that i actually didnt dream about her but somebody else ( Read more... )