i hate examining my life because i know i will always find things that i choose not to see. like for one, how me and briana dont really even talk anymore...or here's another- how i always seem to get hurt with one thing or another. so im going to be completley honest right now and from here on out. sorry if it hurts anyone but im sick of pretending ( Read more... )

can everyone just like not be someone else for once...including myself. i hate how incredibly fake people are...and once again im not excluding myself when i say that because i know there are times when im a complete fake too. its just retarded how people ahve to change so drastically...because of it i'm losing freindships that mean a lot to me. i ( Read more... )

well oh my gosh can i just say that im already sick of my job. i think tim can concur with me that these in-services are getting quite annoying. we got our uniforms tonight though with sweet whistles!!! tonight was the last efx at church and go figure i couldnt go. hey you know what? everything is always okay in the end. no matter what...people ( Read more... )

sorry if anyone has thought that i have not been happy lately, or that i have not been 'myself.' i promise im still lawren!! i am actually really getting scared...i know im only a sophomore and i have two years left at school...but i have been getting way too much college crap in the mail and its wigging me out! especially talking to colonel woods ( Read more... )

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i had my first flight this morning...i think that was the most amazing experience of my life..i took off, flew, and landed a skyhawk 172. BY MYSELF!!!!!!!..i almost couldn't do it at first..like when we got there i told my dad i thought i was going to pass out, and then once i got in the plane i was like omg flipping sweet! lol..i did a couple ( Read more... )

I’m a part of the fellowship of the unashamed. I have Holy Spirit power. The die has been cast, I have stepped over the line. The decision has been made. I am a disciple of His. I won’t look back, let up, slow down, back away, or be still ( Read more... )

its really rare that you will find me saying that the bad is outweighing the good

where the heck has lawren been?

timothy yun li re-did my journal.

what a week,

im about to jump into frankenstein wish me luck :/