just pondering...
So i have realized that i don't think people really know me here. It is weird the perceptions people share of my personality is that i am very, very shy, innocent, quiet and reserved. I find it a bit amusing because *i think* I am very different when home. IS this because I am not in my comfort zone? Or is this how people view me in California as ( Read more... )
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hahhahahah ummm that thought NEVER crossed my mind!
It's probably a mix of the fact that you don't really feel like London is the place for you and that you spent most of your life stuggling to make friendships and special relationships here. Now your in a new place starting all over. Of course your true self isn't going to just come out right away. Maybe it just doesn't WANT to come out because you know you'll come home anyways and have everyone here and with minimal effort. *wink*
I hope we get to hang-out when your back. Dont feel selfish coming back early. Do whatever your heart tells you to do. WHO CARES what people think. You are in charge of you own lifes path! :)
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