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[the_angry_pixie]

Fuck I hate my birthday.

I hate it so much. I don't like celebrating it.

My friends have practically bullied me into celebrating it somehow, so I'm like FINE, i will have a casual dinner with my close friends. nothing huge.

Now they are all being little bitches and not making the effort to make themselves available. So i'm stuck stressing over trying

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[the_angry_pixie]

i didn't know it wasn't normal to organise your own birthday stuff. geez i just must have really shit friends, cause i've always had to organise my own stuff.

its not even that i hate my birthday. i love my birthday, i just hate the stress and social anxiety that i always experience around it due to my stupid friends.

well fuck it, i'm cancelling this year. i dont give a shit. if they wanna see me, they can organise it themselves. i dont see why i should bend over backwards to fit around THEIR schedules for something i didn't even want in the first place.

hee hee Linc sure is a cutie. and ya never know, he is a brissie boy, he might gatecrash my plans for rooftop rollerskating on saturday night. haha

[soul_beguiled]

I never celebrate mine. Well I shouldn't say that. I have a cake with my parents, but that's about it. My friend Leo (who happens to be born the day after you) is having the same problem. Everyone bugged him to make plans, so he went to the trouble and now they're all saying they can't make it. So he's pissed off and cancelled everything. I don't blame him. I offered to take him out to dinner since he cancelled his party but he's in such a crappy mood now he said he's not feeling up to it.

If it helps if I were on your side of the planet I'd come to your birthday party.

[the_angry_pixie]

same. i love celebrating with my family because they know my style. keep it small, intimate, fun and dont make me plan it. so i'm looking forward to celebrating with my family on friday night.

Everyone bugged him to make plans, so he went to the trouble and now they're all saying they can't make it. So he's pissed off and cancelled everything. Oh my god i feel his pain so much. it just makes you feel like shit. and he and I must think alike cause i'm cancelling as well. if my silly friends want to see me, they can organise it themselves. cause i'm quite content to just go to my best friends place, drink wine and eat chinese and then go rooftop rollerskating and watch a live band. i dont need the hassle of trying to organise around several other peoples schedules when its not what i want to do on my birthday anyway

[soul_beguiled]

I would do anything you wanted because it's your day.

[the_angry_pixie]

anything?

*eyebrow lift*

[jacobella41]

aw :( happy births days ...?

[the_angry_pixie]

more like pissed off birth days.... but thankyou anyway hun. *hug*

[jacobella41]

*hug* *shake hands* *friendly flirt* *making out* *awkwardly grabbing clothes the next morning to sneak away* *walk of shame* or...y'know....something like that.

IT'S YOUR BIRTHDAY!!!

[the_angry_pixie]

haha. i'm up for it if you are.

anyway stop teasing. ma bday aint till friday. gotta get through this week first.

[absterpuff]

LOL, I'm having the same problem. I don't mind celebrating my bday if everyone cooperates lol. It's just that everyone makes a fuss about going out and doing something (especially since it lands on a Saturday this year) and then when it comes down to it they all don't call or text back or say "oops I can't go!" sometimes at the LAST MINUTE too!! It is one of the most annoying things in the world. So I guess we'll see what happens this year...blah.

On the upside, are we both October babies? Mines on the 15th :)

[the_angry_pixie]

mine's the 7th! highfive for October babies!!!! i love it cause its springtime on my side of the world.

and i've given up. i'm gonna do what I want on my bday. and i dont want to be organising and hosting something for my friends benefit. so i'm just gonna cancel my previous plans and tell them where i will be hanging out that night, and if they wanna join me that will be cool. if not, i dont really give a hoot.

[elevates]

well hopefully it doesn't go too poorly... ♥

[the_angry_pixie]

thanks chicky.

now that i've decided to do what I want on my birthday and not try and please others, I'm feeling much better about it all. :D