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the_big_e_247

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Sep 11, 2005 21:31

ok thast cool dudes... i write my damn life story in the last one, and all i get is like 6 comments minus my own.. this is unacceptable!!!... i know i have more friends than that because my friends list says so... i know more people read my shit even though they dont have an lj because they have told me so... and i know i have some credibility cuz ( Read more... )

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ambientraveler September 12 2005, 20:12:04 UTC

quit being such a little bitch about the comments... jeezus!

anyway i like the points and you made and I love the fact that you compared love to gettin hit with a brick in the face in the dark. the mental picture is just hilarious.

ikarus_x September 13 2005, 21:21:45 UTC

but how can you picture anything if it's in the dark!? hahaha

no, I haven't read eddie's post, but one of these days...

ambientraveler September 14 2005, 05:30:03 UTC

OK here goes, I'll admit with that first comment I skimmed thru ur entry cuz I was tired. But now that I have fully read it, grasped it, and processed it here goes. First off, I don't think you used ONE fuckin period in that whole entry, hahaha. You fuckin love ur three dots (i forget the name for them). First off I don't think falling in love is an accident. You make that assumption only for the fact that the term falling is meant as an accident. A fall isn't always such. The way I see it, the 'falling' just kinda refers to more of a process. The gradual action of falling in love. But I do agree with you in the fact that once you are actually in love you're not exactly aware and it is a surprise, the same way a gradual action eventually reaches an end point, in this case an abrupt one. So its not exactly an accident but a pleasant surprise. Love is essentially surprise, because like you said you never know who you're going to fall in love with but once you do you should fight for it and make every effort to keep it because from my ( ... )

the_big_e_247 September 18 2005, 18:28:46 UTC

dude i like the process thing u said.. i guess that would make more sense but i wasnt interested in making a metaphor that was a little off.. u r very right though.. but i think IM MORE RIGHT haha.. (cuz im an arrogant bastard).. but as far as the free will thing goes.. which like i told u, i pretty much wrote that part cuz i knew U would have something to say about it.. it seems everyone that commented on that is up in the air whether or not we really have free will.. which to me just helps justify that we kinda do and kinda dont.. u see i think our lives are lived quite like a video game is played... u have a number of stages and a shitload of weapons and options and crap.. and this door leads this way and this one leads that way but in the end ur still TRYING TO END UP IN THE SAME PLACE... so our lives r pre determined cuz we have a certain number of possibilities that can happen... and our lives r up to us cuz at any given point we can die before having beaten the game or before ending up with the one thast for u and ur fucked ( ... )

the_big_e_247 September 18 2005, 18:46:22 UTC

dude i almost forgot... u asked me if ive ever been IN LOVE... and right about now is when i gotta be careful... cuz i dont want my own thoughts to bite me in the ass... but even then i dont really give a shit.. cuz LOVE is tricky and LOVE is contradictory and LOVE is THE BITE U IN THE ASS TYPE OF THING.. so ill have to answer by saying that YES, id like to think that i have been in love... but that leads me to ask myself whether it was real or not .. whether the LOVE ive witnessed was with the one that was for me... theres no check list though where u can be like "ok so it hit me like a brick-- CHECK... it was totally by surprise-- CHECK.. i hit the floor--CHECK..." theres no way for me to determine if the LOVE i was a part of was the one TRUE LOVE out there for me... so because im uncertain-- i can be certain about one thing... cuz its the only thing on the check list... i can be certain that the one thast for me... I WILL FIGHT FOR.. and i didnt with the last one or two or a billion it doesnt even matter... cuz in retrospect i dont ( ... )

On love... anonymous September 14 2005, 15:38:04 UTC

Now that I am addicted to the computer and am studiously trying to 'show you the love' and escape the wrath here goes ( ... )

Re: On love... the_big_e_247 October 3 2005, 06:23:16 UTC

first of all, im glad my dealy has served u well in terms of helping u not study and i wanna thank u for reading all of my rants in such a short time... i have regulars that still havent read all of them! but anyway.. ur reply had a lot of questions i wanna answer so im gonna give it a shot ( ... )

Love anonymous September 14 2005, 19:07:40 UTC

Eddie, my friend, you are a brilliant philosopher.
I hope you're right about the true love thing...
Trust me, I definitely know about the painful side of love. Still, although you mention it quickly, I think you don't give the beauty of love enough credit. I mean, being in love with "the right person" should make you flourish, right? If you're just afraid of messing up, it's probably not love. I think you're right about the imperfections part, too... when you fall in love, first you see someone as perfect, but later you will love her even more BECAUSE OF her faults.
That's that for now, I'll have to think about this more...

Dudesey anonymous September 16 2005, 23:08:38 UTC

We totally had this conversation for like 5 hrs once....lol