wow! geurrilla theatre was alot of fun. but it made me sad. i really miss you guys and i really would love to be part of those preformances. i would love even more to be part of the spring musical. and i would die if i could be part of districts and state. but i can't there's no going back there academic wise. i can't do it. atleast here i can be ( Read more... )

well the optimism is gone no more spanish for me. i was kinda liking the optimism too. oh well it's unretreivable. i'm stuck in the pessimistic mood. oh well something was bound to spoil what little good was happening. it always does.

i think i update too much. but this is kinda important to me atleast. i've read alot of peoples calm entries about the election saying don't hate republicans. even with my outburst entry yesterday i don't hate republicans. i really don't care about political parties. personally they are both dumb there shouldn't be any. but this election was not ( Read more... )

so i'm trying to figure out how much it will cost me to get a train ticket to Canada and stay there for four years. what do you think. I will seriously do it if i can figure out all the details. or maybe i'll go to Iraq that would be interesting. anything is better than here if that idiot wins. oh well it's either leave the country for 4 years or ( Read more... )

You are a Dreamer ( Read more... )

well you know you caan go on ignoring your parents forever when they sy you need to lose weight. But when your ballet teacher finally says it you just can't ignore it anymore. well i guess you can but it's harder.i even hve to weigh myself and tell her what it is so we can keep track of it. Oh Joy! oh well i'm done being sarcastic now.

I'm feeling a bit better today not much though. i have my privates today... you know what i really do complain to much. anyway on to a different topic Halloween is a coming! I'm going to be a cereal killer yes i did spell that right i even have a wanted sign that says ( Read more... )

I wish i was dead. that's about it. everything sucks as freakin usual. oh i guess i should warn you not to read on if you don't want to hear me complain ( Read more... )

I've been kinda blah lately. So much going on with dancing it's knda my priority this year. especially since i just signed up for another class which makes the total 11 for this year. I just added adajio or however you spell it. it's a partner class where you do lifts and stuff. I'm going to be a disaster. I hate doing stuff with the guys. i always ( Read more... )

this is a random update of what i've done today. Which was dance alot. I had to get up at 6:30 so i could do my hair and put on full stage make up (we had pictures today) and then i had to dance till 2. But i love to dance so it was fine. That's basically it i'm also putting up the halloween decorations tomorrow. oh yeah and could some one please ( Read more... )