today has been uneventful as all get out but i think that is going to change soon. angela will have that baby, my niece, and time will seem to fly by at that point. i have been sitting in the living room of my brothers house watching tv for the last few hours. i am so bored that i might go out of my mind. i am anxiously awaiting the niece that i ( Read more... )

yet again i am on the job hunt and things are grim and gruesome. nothing is availible to me that seems to be right for me. i have an opportunity to become a car salesman. suits me i suppose, i am a little sleazy. i would never grow one of those stupid mustaches though. unfortunately i think it is part of the dress code ( Read more... )

so, uh,anyone know of any jobs availible that don't tottally suck? i am having problems with everything in the world and not having any money isn't helping at all. i ha(d)(ve) plans to end up in eureka, ca with the people who rock, but it's hard when you don't have any money... yeah, see!? so if anybody knows anything post and let me know so i don' ( Read more... )

i have a new job. and a new apartment. i also have lots of new clothes. it is very nice. life is good. i like my speech class. it is fun. damn pre-req's ( Read more... )

they are some cool ass animals. i love them. if i weren't too lazy to become a veternarian i woud. i like animals so much. any way i got a new icon.

i am gonna smoke too many cigarettes until the end. smoking is fun.
smoke?
smoke this.
smoke that.
i like to smoke.

tonight is a night of unrelenting wants. all i want is to not be alone. yet here i am alone. i want anyhting other than this feeling of reality. all i want really is to be able to get to sleep w/o aid b/f the clock strikes 3 or 4. wish i could sing a little better than i can/can't (damn you buckley and gnecco). i want to be able to afford to see ( Read more... )

the more that i think about it the more that i hate this town ( Read more... )

i had a good new years eve. i hoped to see far more people other than the four that i saw. but it was great all the same. started to watch badder santa until an extreme urge came over me like a wave of cold water does when you are dying from heat exhaustion. then i awoke to find it was really good to wake up without a hangover. i didn't drink a ( Read more... )

the party has successfully been transferred to the Wingate Inn over by tinsel-town i think. it is on blanchard street. NOT AT THE JAMESON INN ( Read more... )