I'm not Okay

[the_blue_duck87]

This summer has been a whirlwind of emotions and events. I never would have thought that I would lose my best friend at the end. And, he's not talking to me and that hurts the most. I wish he could just be straight with me. So, I'm going to be straight on how I feel about him. So here it is, my heart and feelings, PLEASE HANDLE WITH CARE.
I love

Comments

[exohmike]

i tried talking to you, all you wanted to talk about was how i fucked you over. i wanted to hang out tomorrow and have lunch. you insulted me by telling me my friends were more important. you insulted me by telling me you only wanted me to come over to give a birthday present back. im not going to talk to you until you can get over the fact that after all youve said, all youve done, i dont want to go back out. not yet. maybe someday, maybe sooner than i realize. but not yet. sucks doesnt it? now you know how i felt. except i felt that way for two months before you finally told me what im telling you. lets be friends for a while. find someone else, it wont be hard if you try. you dont want me back, im an asshole. im irresponsible. and im unappreciative. if you cant be friends, then tell me when you can.