Slowdown

[the_borderline]

On the way here, I had the worst feeling in my stomach, that I shouldn't be here, that there's another dimension that I should be in, and that everything I've had in me this whole time is working to my advantage there, instead of my disadvantage here. I can't believe that I'm still at this place, nor can I believe that some of the people around

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[_christine_09]

you need to get out hunny

dont waste time. you'll end up wasting your life...

[the_borderline]

I came home. Does that count for anything?

[_christine_09]

no it doesnt and i tried to call you!!

if you're serious about going back to school put in the effort to do it sooner rather than later. people think you cant fail if you dont try. but thats bollocks! you will fail if you dont try. so if you're truly unhappy with where you're going, act on changing it rather than thinking about changing it all the time.

sorry if that sounded harsh. i just dont want you to waste your potential
love you

[the_borderline]

i've been going at it slowly, if only because i want to get everything out first. all of this stuff i have going inside for writing, i need to get it out now, and i have been. I want to excercize that resource before i forge ahead.

[zacrilege]

and to think i actually want to work in a place like convergys. Nothing drains the creativity worse then a bummer job. Well maybe blood parasites do, but that's a different story all together. You should examine what a) you are doing at this point in time, and b) what you want to do in the future, and figure out how point a) will help you get to point b). If there aren't enough factors in point a) that help you get there, eliminate it and find something that will help you get there.

I wish we had more time to hang out together, we'd probably be able to create some interesting music if we put our heads together.

[the_borderline]

Convergys has been sucking my life away for three years now. I know what I want to do with my life, but well, you know.. Wanting and doing are two separate things.

[zacrilege]

what do you want to do?

[the_borderline]

There's more than just one thing but it all has to do with the underlying fact that writing is in me.

[bowiemian]

Come over for ice cream!

[the_borderline]

I need that transporting thing that turned Bart into a fly.

[leota]

Actually, I was going to remove you months ago but didn't want to be a dick. You basically admitted you don't read my posts anymore, so what's the point? Shouldn't have dragged it out this long.

Ta!

[the_borderline]

Good luck with all things Jen-related.

[interluding]

fuck dude, i haven't have been on livejournal all week.

sorry andy :(

<3

[the_borderline]

i knew that though. i like valid excuses. you haven't let me down, at all. you've been my friend for a long time, though i don't have your aim name, i still respect you it's all good calm down, get a hug!