Wow... I'll be praying for you. Frankly, it sounds like you and I might be going through the same kinds of things right now. May God bless you.
Sometimes I wonder why God can't just say, "You know, Therese, your relationship is no longer centered on me. Please adjust it or I will," in a more clear way. Instead, something happens and it hurts and sucks and I'm forced back to God like a disobedient puppy... and I guess it's because I am. But I wish I was a better listener, because life would be so much easier. But then I wouldn't remember things as long either, I suppose. He knows what He's doing, and I always have to remind myself that if He's in charge, I couldn't plan it better myself.
And strangely enough, as I cried on the phone to my mother about how God is housecleaning my life starting with my boyfriend of 6 years and everything I own, she said the same thing: "Count it all joy."
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Sometimes I wonder why God can't just say, "You know, Therese, your relationship is no longer centered on me. Please adjust it or I will," in a more clear way. Instead, something happens and it hurts and sucks and I'm forced back to God like a disobedient puppy... and I guess it's because I am. But I wish I was a better listener, because life would be so much easier. But then I wouldn't remember things as long either, I suppose. He knows what He's doing, and I always have to remind myself that if He's in charge, I couldn't plan it better myself.
And strangely enough, as I cried on the phone to my mother about how God is housecleaning my life starting with my boyfriend of 6 years and everything I own, she said the same thing: "Count it all joy."
*sigh* Hang in there, you're in my prayers.
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