the most meaningful entry I will ever write.

[the_burnout_kid]

So. This is going to be long. There will probably be multiple cuts, because you really have no idea how long this entry is going to be. (And I'm sorry it is as long as it is. I hope you still read it).

The first thing on my mind is...

Comments

[jxm]

Lots of the things you have spoken of are covered in many of Paulo Coelho's books. Enjoyed the entry very much and seems like Steve is a very lucky guy. As for the section that you say people and friends take advantage of you and such welcome to the club. When you live a life close to God with Love and all the great stuff he has to offer you'll realize how under appreciated you are, it's almost as if God and Satan have a deal to only make it harder once you become closer to God. As for Tampa friends i hope that if you ever need to talk or meet with someone at any certain time you can accept my friendship and offering of my time when you need it.

May God Bless you and your amazing relationship. (which i envy greatly)

As for that event you went to for church fill me in on that stuff. I miss going and giving retreats very much so. I feel like its been way to long since i last gave a talk at a retreat (have lots of new material to speak of lol)

Jay-eM

[rescuemefromme]

I really can't even begin to explain, but I needed that, so thank you for sharing all that stuff from Breakaway. I'll be keeping you and Steve in my prayers. <3

[the_burnout_kid]

you're welcome. I'm glad it helped someone. <3
and thanks for keeping us in your prayers.

[staygoldforever]

there aren't mountains between spokane and boise. those were just regular hills you were seein.

[the_burnout_kid]

there were mountains. I guess that picture was just hills... but we did drive through mountains.

[thaleia8]

1) I read the first part about Breakaway but then I started skimming it, I'll go back and really re-read it when my mind isn't flying all over the place about cyclones and anticyclones. Anyway. I know I'll get a lot out of it.

2) I just about started to cry when you were talking about your friends...I wanted to say thank you so much for including me personally in that list...I love spending time with you and I wish we could do it more often. I hope so much that you'll be able to come up here for a portion of spring break. I wish I was closer too, so I could know more about what's going on in your life. I count on you cuz I know you'll always have an answer to any question I have relating to God, and that's really cool. I'm glad it seems like you're feeling a little better about the things you were holding on to. You're not a horrible person. You're a beautiful, intelligent, caring person. You're conscious of your faults, and repentant (right word?) for them, and that's an incredible feat. Everything will work out. I love

[goddess_sasha]

Oh Ally. I read all of it.

It as all very emotional and beautiful.

I'm not sure what to say. But I wanted to say something.