well, it is almost noon on sunday. screw everyone who lost faith in the sox. they played hard all year and now everyone just jumps off the wagon..they probably wont win, but always keep the faith ( Read more... )

its hard to have found the person you are meant to be with and know that they are half way across the country. to not be able to even see you hurts a lot. this relationship is the best thing to ever happen to me and i cant believe that you are gone even though you have been for a while. to know that it will be over a month until i see you again ( Read more... )

I think it is the 1st couple days after she is gone that i will really feel this depression. you were just here a couple days ago...you were just laying down in my bed giving me that smile that melts my heart...you were just putting on your make-up in my mirror that captured your reflection, but wont give it back to me...you were just here with me ( Read more... )

This weekend was Incredible ( Read more... )

Well i had a wonderful convo with jennifer before bed ( Read more... )

Well then... i know when i was a 15 year old little girl i wanted a fat ass 20 year old boyfriend....lmao ( Read more... )

well...feeling ok this morning played my dad in tennis...i was winning but then this annoying little fat 10 yr old girl kept messing me up by banging on the fence and trying to talk while we were playing, reminded me of the little boy in bad santa ( Read more... )

this day has been really bad...

today, so far, has been horrible. i am feeling sick, down, and lonely

i need you jen...you make my days so much better, but you are at the gym...please call me later if you see this. it seems like when i am sick or just down, nothing ever goes my way....

well i will laying down the rest of the day...*sigh..*

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i am feeling so down tonight ( Read more... )

Ahhhhh....i cant wait...just 1 more day and then i am coming to chicago to you jennifer....i am so happy...

Well today i am working 9-7 and that sux...i need to go to the store to buy things for the trip tomorrow to chicago, i need to pack, and most important...talk to jennifer. it will be hard to get this all done in a couple hours...

Well....