I want to start talking to Tara again, I think I need to, it's just sord of complicated all of a sudden. I think I lie so much to myself, that I can't even decifer what is real and what is not anymore. I am so not motivated to do anything anymore. I have no clue what I am going to do after high school, like everyone is applying and gettting ( Read more... )

Oh my god...while I was waiting on my jeans to dry..look what I found!

http://www.jeff.massey.isgay.com/

I love Lizzie McGuire.

I have been watching True Life... all day.

-I am a professional gamer
-I'm in an interracial relationship
-I live a double life
-I'm a cheerleader
-I have embarrassing parents..

This is my true life: I'm Bored.

I didn't go to school again today... I came over to Josh's early this morning, because I wanted to act like I was going to school. Clever. So we took a shower and Josh fixed me breakfast, watched Maury.. etc. This week has been a really hard week for both of us with everything going on.. but there have been good times to over rule the bad ( Read more... )

Nathan Spencer-1986-2005


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when it comes to my family, sometimes I feel like I am not worth anyone's time anymore.

anyways.

<>HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVAN!<>

If I don't get to see you tonight, good luck with your show and have a happy legal birthday. Remember, it's strip clubs and adulthood from now on buddy.

Work tonight, again. I am sick and tired of working every fucking weekend ( Read more... )

( when you don;t go to school, you do a surveyyyyy. )