Well, I did it again. I've managed to fuck things up again. This time, I don't remember doing it.  Last week on Thursday, I got really drunk and hit a friend with a shot glass. And the thing is I don't remember this happening, so my other friend decides to tell me this last night. This was the night that I decided to throw a party, and he tells me ( Read more... )

Ok, I'm not one that likes to talk about his feelings. But fuck, I can't stand it anymore. Today, I kind of snapped. I punched one of my friends in the face. I even fell out of my chair. It wasn't really even his fault. I was just really mad at the time and I needed to take my anger out on someone or something. He just happened to be there. Ok, I ( Read more... )

I am oficically done with community service!! I am so glad I finally got it over with, It's been haunting me ever since I started.  It's like I had this voice in the back of my head, saying FINISH! FINISH!!! haha. Now, I just gotta call them and make sure they get my papers sent to the court. Now, I have to foucus on getting my permit and shizz so ( Read more... )

Wow, I haven't wrote in this thing in a month. Time for an update. So, I tried applying to whole foods a week or so ago. They called me for an interview which I already did last week. They said they'd call me back in four days and never did. Fucking assholes. Now I might just end up applying to the theater. Im desperate and really need money badly ( Read more... )

YES! I finally finished all the episodes of lost up until now. I guess I'll be watching tomorrow's episode then. This series is getting fucking crazy. Anyways, I'm tired and my eyes hurt lol. I'm going to get some sleep now. later

Saw Vantage Point tonight with Jon and Ashley. The movie was alright I guess. Some parts were annoying though cause they kept doing flashbacks of what happened with different characters. But at least they were trying to do something new. Haha they get an A for effort. Anyways, I'm almost done with season 3 of lost. I have like 7 more episodes to ( Read more... )

Holy shit Lost is so addicting. Every episode is better than the last. Seriously, its like I can't stop watching it. I just want to know more and more. Its the kind of show that leaves you leaning forward in your seat, wondering whats going to happen next. Anyways, I just finished season 2 tonight. I can't wait to start season 3 tomorrow. 

Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. I feel like punching something really hard right now. Godamnit I hate this. What the fuck did I do to deserve this? Its not fucking fair. Every fucking day I have to deal with the same shit. Its just fucking too much. I really wish I had some beer or some weed right now. It would make me feel a lot better. I just can't deal with ( Read more... )

Have you ever felt like you just want to be alone in a room and completely destroy it? I sometimes think of doing this. It seems like a really good way to relieve stress and let out emotions that normally don't come out. Bryan told me that they let you do this in China for a certain amount of money. I think I might need to fly over there.

With 2007 coming to an end, I've thought a lot about what's happened over the past year. I've made a lot of new friends and even lost some. I've had my share of good times as well as some bad. Even though this year has had it's ups and downs, Its still one that I'm going to remember for a long time. So much has happened this year it's hard to ( Read more... )