1. Who are you ( Read more... )

not much going on ( Read more... )

well, i've finally gotten my bell jar tattoo. well, the outline of it, at least. next month i'm gonna go in sometime to get it colored in. its bigger than i originally wanted it, but when i saw how it would look bigger, i decided to go for it. its on the bottom part of the outside of my right leg. above my ankle. i really like it. for any of you ( Read more... )

i had a great time when my cousin was down. i miss her and the rest of my family so much ( Read more... )

this is soooo me, lol
on another note, not much going on. i spent the weekend with ciania, matt and nwane, again. for months now i've been going there for a few days while jerry is working. matt and i have finally grown close. i remember just a few weeks ago being alone with him would have freaked me out. hes so incredibly quiet when hes not drunk ( Read more... )

so i totally forgot to write about the highlight of my day ( Read more... )

tonight ( Read more... )

trying to prove to myself that i still have some depth left in me.
that there are still some remerants of amanda silva, even if only just a faint spirit, still in me.
shes been gone for so long now that i've given up hope of finding her.

haven't updated in awhile.
having a great time with kiwi! i'm so not letting her leave this island.

i might finally get my bell jar tattoo tommorrow. jaime is going and were invited to go along. should i? or should i save the money to use on piercing my ears?
i don't know what to do, lol