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[the_columbian86]

i just don't care what anyone thinks anymore and i'm not willing to listen when people tell me how great i am am how cute i am because its obviously just not true. my life sucks. honestly. no excitment no enjoyment. the only thing that makes me happy is performing. other than that, i spend most of my time feeling lonely, depressed, and tired. i

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[still_echo]

jess,
i know we're not like super-close friends or anything, but this post made me so sad. i know how much it sucks being alone and it seems like everyone else around you is meeting people... but as much as it sucks it's not something you can really change. it will happen. eventually. looking for it doesn't usually help (my experience at least). and if you're doing all that workout and diet stuff, don't do it for others, do it for yourself. if it doesn't make you feel better than it's not right. really, in the end you have to be happy with yourself before you're going to be happy with other people. i know you're a wonderful guy, and you're kind and funny, and i know it doesn't mean much hearing that from 'just friends', but i know that eventually someone will appreciate that, someone that's not just friends.
wooo cheesy. but you're a great great guy, so find something that makes you happy. even if it's not love, there's other great things out there for the mean time. don't focus too much on trying to find someone.
XOXO

[the_columbian86]

thanks larissa that means a lot. makes sense and i will take what u said to heart. i appreciate it!

[zingo]

Jesse Turtz is the greatest fucking mentor of ALL time! And this post is silly on so many levels because Jesse Turtz rocks my face off.

[the_columbian86]

wow i made ur face come off...u should do something about that...