i walk swiftly through the leaves
caring nothing......for nothing

i walk quietly down the street
pondering.....but about what?

i lay in bed at night
wanting....waiting

i wake up in the morning
empty....alone

day in and day out
circles.....

So this weds. is franks b-day and i sent him a card. Aren't i nice. Friday, i am going to get to see him, i'm excited for it. But then, it all goes down hill. Friday night, my family from texas is coming and they are staying at my house for a week, which means i get to sleep on the couch for a week. Ewww. Then saterday there is a family ( Read more... )

my stomach hurts really bad.

So i have decided that i want to get struck by lightning. I really want to know what it feels like. I personally feel it would be amazing. Hmmmmm, ah getting struck by lightning. Also, i want to get sucked into a tornado. I want to be able to fly and flung into things. Imaging what i would be shot through if a tornado can throw a straw and ( Read more... )

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How many people are scared to die? More than anyone can count. I don't understand why so many people are scared to die. Is it their loved ones? Well if they weren't so caught up in being scared, they would understand their families would go on, and when they are dead, they won't know who their familys. There really isn't anything to be afraid ( Read more... )

friends only

Ask yourself one question. Is it that hard to kill someone? I'm not meaning "hard" as in what to use or how to kill them. I'm asking, can you, mentally, bring yourself to kill? Tricky question isn't it? Oh, the feeling someone must get when they hold anothers life in their hand. Able to hold that persons body, and decide wether they want them ( Read more... )