I am just in one of those moods right now where I want to cry my eyes out, just for the hell of it...

I was laying in bed almost asleep and this popped into my head while thinking of that moment. That moment where you ran to me, both in love. Both thinking we knew the future, remembering every word we said ( Read more... )

I woke up today at around 12ish, after a long night lastnight. I woke up and talked to Mandy. I then sat around the house for a little while, till around 6. Mel called me and asked me to pick her up at baydays. I went down there, picked her up, and gave her and her friends a ride to Mel's house. It was cool. We had said we were going to hangout ( Read more... )

My life, as I have always said, is yet another movie. This time, it is a love story. My movie right now would contain ( Read more... )

I am crying yet again. Love hurts so much. More than the cuts on my arm. This is the hardest decision of my life. Should I wait, and risk being hurt again? Or should I just say my final goodbye to love forever, and be positive that I wont be hurt again. This is so hard. I want to take the risk so badly, but if I am hurt again, it may be one too ( Read more... )

Looking at the floor with his hair in his face, masking his eyes from the world. Nothing left to see. Wanting to see nothing but her. His tears, the most precious thing he could do for her. The only thing he can do for her. Smearing his makeup, leaving temporary reminders everytime he looks in the mirror. Singing to himself, "I am right, I swear ( Read more... )

"Easier ( Read more... )

Yesterday was an okay day. I went to school and did the same thing as ever before. I came home and sat around for a little. At around 5 I went to Mandy's and picked her up. I talked to Sarah some which was cool. I'm going to go to her party next saturday. We walked around more. She found Phoebe. We all hungout for a little bit. After a while Mandy ( Read more... )

Full Name: Joseph Patrick Bassett ( Read more... )

Im sitting here listening to Dimmu Borgir, and not too far from going to bed. Im just thinking about things, in general. Mostly about Mandy and I. I just seriously think I could not be any happier. I never thought I could feel this complete. I never thought I could love anything this much. I love her to complete and utter death. I would do anything ( Read more... )