!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Happy birthday naury!!!!!!!

i had this cute little picture that said happy borthday naury but this stupid thingy doesn't let me put it! soo i put it as my icon thingy!

umm ... i think im starting to really like this kid there, but i don't know-- knowing me i can nevre tell if i really do like the person or if it's a 10 minute thing ( Read more... )

today was weird hadn't been to my b-day (even) classes in like the past 2 weeks or so ( Read more... )

... i think im starting to show my "sadness" more than usual- like usually i can hide it n no one can tell anything is wrong with me but lately
everbody's been asking me lately, "y do u look soo sad" or "y does it look like ur about to cry"?
oo well i guess i just can' thide it anymore, or not as well as before...

i heart my friends!!!!!!<3<3<3<3 ( Read more... )

Well woke up just a tad late for skool today- u know it was only 1:30.... o well - i hate b-days anyways ( Read more... )

right now really tired but can't go to sleep! ahh i hate it ( Read more... )

I hate my dad! He's such an ass to my mom! I swear i wouldn't be surprised if he's the one that kills her ( Read more... )

umm...didn't go to skool today, i was home helping and taking care of my mom - sometimes i get really scared something bad or more like worse is going to happen. She's in a really bad shape, i just hope nothing deathly happens to her- i would kill myslef if i had to live with only my dad. for those who know my dad - can you imagine! ahhh the ( Read more... )

today was great i woke up in the best mood ever. i was actually going to go out with my friends to the movies (mind you for the first time ever). But ofcourse it was too good to be good. i went from like the happiest person on earth to most depressed ( Read more... )

Well umm yea... finally the week has gotten better. I'm way more relaxed today- thankfully. I think it was all the wrestling and guys i saw yesterday. lol For those who were there - you get me! Plus that whole letting go of emotions the other day was worth it.But now im soo empty it's weird. Really weird feeling. And lately i've been a tad more ( Read more... )

.... an emotoinal breakdown and tons of stress at the same time kill...

i was bound to explode at some moment... and it just got here...

to all my friends- i love you all

i have to isolate myself right now
going to sleep

night night
laters