Re: Story time...chibisilverwingDecember 22 2003, 14:34:28 UTC
If I had to say the moment I really realized she was no longer there it would be that night after Claire left me to make funeral plans and tell our family and friends. The phone rung for a solid hour. I knew who it was. Sparky. I couldn’t answer; I really couldn’t take that just yet. But when I really knew was after I turned off the light to go to sleep and my arm, out of habit, extended over to pull Chibi a bit closer and simply touched an empty space. An empty place that was never there before that I simply couldn’t stand. That night, I slept on the couch.
Re: Story time...chibisilverwingDecember 22 2003, 14:36:53 UTC
The next morning I awoke to Kane with a tight grip on my collar shaking me. “GOD DAMN IT GOHEN! ANSWER YOUR GOD DAMN PHONE!” I looked at him with dull eyes, unblinking, as I slowly began to awake. I saw Sparky behind him, her eyes were red and puffy and Kane’s looked almost the same but they had a little less light in them. Sparky’s violet eyes, unlike my own, shown with emotion, sadness and pain. I guess there’s probably a saying that sometimes eyes can speak but maybe my eyes had spoken to Sparky then because when my clouded eyes met hers she softly touched Kane on the shoulder. “Let him go Kane…” Kane was a lot like I used to be I guess, his anger and frustration only translated to sadness and after a second he dropped my collar and I fell back onto the couch. I didn’t move after that, I just stared out into space with blank eyes. Kane stalked off to go cool down I think, but Sparky stayed behind. “Gohen…” She went to put her hand on my cheek but I caught it in one of mine.
Re: Story time...chibisilverwingDecember 22 2003, 14:37:07 UTC
“Don’t comfort me. Comfort yourself.” I was speaking in a voice I didn’t recognize. One I had never heard myself use before. And that’s the second she burst into a fresh tirade of tears and to my surprise she lightly hugged me, sobbing into my shoulder, “Why her…? Gohen…” She didn’t seem to be able to even get past those words
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My boobie is ichy.xdaisyfacexDecember 25 2003, 20:58:00 UTC
Too lazy to read what chibi said...so umm YES What The Fuck....?
Poor Deep. Do not be sad young padawan learner, I have a gift of blated christmass-y ness for ye. I hope you dont have one already. but if you do, throw the other one away, or I will have to keep it and play games on glasses my self. YES you know what it is now. so, when you get back on the compoooser, TELL ME and, yes. Go view my journal...
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I looked at him with dull eyes, unblinking, as I slowly began to awake. I saw Sparky behind him, her eyes were red and puffy and Kane’s looked almost the same but they had a little less light in them. Sparky’s violet eyes, unlike my own, shown with emotion, sadness and pain. I guess there’s probably a saying that sometimes eyes can speak but maybe my eyes had spoken to Sparky then because when my clouded eyes met hers she softly touched Kane on the shoulder.
“Let him go Kane…”
Kane was a lot like I used to be I guess, his anger and frustration only translated to sadness and after a second he dropped my collar and I fell back onto the couch. I didn’t move after that, I just stared out into space with blank eyes. Kane stalked off to go cool down I think, but Sparky stayed behind.
“Gohen…” She went to put her hand on my cheek but I caught it in one of mine.
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YES
What The Fuck....?
Poor Deep.
Do not be sad young padawan learner, I have a gift of blated christmass-y ness for ye. I hope you dont have one already. but if you do, throw the other one away, or I will have to keep it and play games on glasses my self. YES
you know what it is now. so, when you get back on the compoooser, TELL ME and, yes. Go view my journal...
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See.. Deep is alive nad well
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Thank you veddy mooch for that Boobie icher. Its greatful
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-Deep
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