i dont think i have ever slept that bad. well, at least i havent slept that bad in a long time. (for some reason that sentence feels like it doesnt make sense) any ways, i had 2 werid dreams, one involving zombies, and the other that had to do with work. nothing better then an old woman calling you a faggot. but i seriously woke up every 20mins ( Read more... )

i love being off work. its great. i had a good time tonight. i got to hang out with everyone so that was nice. played a little taboo. good game. bought 2 new cds. i love gettin new music.

dont have much to say. just random stuff. this bad weather needs to end.

hooray!

i am now off from work and very excited about it. hopefully i would like to make the most with my week off.

i want to be in band again, so bad.

yeah............

first night back to work. i was crazy busy. i have to fix the whole stock room because their having the manager's meeting on thursday, so everything has to look pretty. so i killed myself all night trying to do that, and guess what, it looks damn good ( Read more... )

im feeling very restless.

so today was father's day. which im a little upset about. well maybe not a little. i feel like crap. i do not have a father because he died of alcoholism and it was not an easy one for him nor me ( Read more... )

so i asked if i could switch to days becasue i didnt like the overnight shift and i wasnt learning enough. my boss's boss said no, because thats what i was hired for, even though, i had no choice and he's even promoted other people who dont know as much as i do about the front end of the store and runnnig a store for that matter. i either have to ( Read more... )

i cant freaking win.

i feel lost right now. i feel like no one cares anymore. so i dont feel like putting forth the effort. i dont want to give up..... but i dunno.

i just dont fucking know.

today, i feel like a waste of life.