I'm feeling kind of better ( Read more... )

WOW this is so fucking weird and true.

You all totally have to try it I swear.

Surprised the SHIT outta me.

I fucking hate myself ( Read more... )

What is the fucking point anymore ( Read more... )

Gawd...long day
I slept at Mysti's last night.

We hung out on monday, all day practically, and we drove around a lot.

..then we picked up Sean from the mall and he talked to Mysti.
I sat in the backround most of the time :)<---sarcastic smile

I felt totally fucked the whole time...Mysti talked to me though. She loves me. :)
Yeah what I did it's ( Read more... )

This weekend was a total waste of my teenage life.
Hopefully next weekend will be better.
Parental units are going to be gone all fucking day next Saturday..
YES.
At a football game.
They won't be home until late late.
So.
I might have a little party.
Meh.
OH YEAH.
I forgot.
TSOL<----truesoundsofliberty
I bugged Jose to let me go.
So I might.

I want to do ( Read more... )

Anyways, I have a xanga now..
I've been working on it and it's quite fuckable.
ManicMelissa is my sn.
I like the zebraprint.
It's because I'm lyke so punk rawk ohmygosh.
Fuck.

Listening to My Ruin.
Good when you're pissed off.
Dunno why I am.
I just am. :)

I think it's because I've been unhappy for about a month.
Or longer.
I haven't hung out in so long.
( Read more... )

god jose pisses me off.
why can't we all just be friends?
it's like what's the point
of even calling me
to tell me i'm a bitch?
and this shit
about him being scared shitless he was going to lose me
and that he didn't know
what he'd do
with out me?
A ploy to get into my pants, I'm pretty sure,
Sean and Dulce think so as well.
He tries to make me feel bad.
I don ( Read more... )

umm
at dulce's
having fun
omg
horny as well
wheee
ok day
kinda blah
um
hahaha
um
comment me :)
<3mel

Hmmm

School

Dumb..

Yes...

Indeed that's rockin.

Things are getting better, I suppose..

Although.

Sometimes.

People have to be shitty for no reason.

And they promise to do things, and they don't go through with them.

Even if they are EXTREMELY important.

URGENT.

And then they say they feel bad..

But you have a gut feeling that they don't.

Because if ( Read more... )