i have a boyfriend....sort of.

[the_e_werd]

So after several weeks of coffee dates, subtle arm grazes and ill humor ermin decided to show some sort of sign that he wants to be with me. he came over during the day for about an hour to fix my laptop and upon leaving he did a really close-to-my-mouth cheek kiss. sigh.

i was feeling like i got the flu or something and was neauseus to the max that

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[meagandeee]

ohmygod. story of my life. girrrrl, seriously i am soo sick of men. he will call you. have you texted or called him yet?
also side note he must be reeeally attracted to you (ed)? if he can want you even sick haha i dnt knw many tht do that! ily :(

[the_e_werd]

well i thought he was attracted to me too!
but then its like wtf?
i called him yesterday and he like...rushed to get off the phone. which made me feel like shit!
and now like half my guy friends are mad at me cuz im in a relationship.
ugh.
this doesnt feel good at all.

[meagandeee]

why are they mad??? bc they anted you and you said you ddnt? or what?

[the_e_werd]

pretty much. they had feelings but its not like i can please anyone. and ermin is srsly making me angry with this whole not communicating thing. i dont even suffocate him, like 2 texts a day to see whats up and shit??? how is that too much?
he said he was busy with work on sat.
then at night he just stopped replying in the middle of a convo.-
i feel so dumb.