My boy toy's B-day is on friday!!! i am excited, i hope that i can do every thing that i want to do for him, because he deserves it!

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I am in love!!!!!!! with tim, and every thing is going so good right now! he is getting back on his feet and making every thing better for himself! god i love that, he means the world to me and i hope him lots of happyness to come!

well i have been talking with tim and i think that i pissed him off, but i didn't think that i would but i did, and now i wont talk to him until thursday, so he is just going to stay mad at me! i am happy for him though, he is close to having a good steady job!

well i have been so happy all day that now well i am tired and cranky!

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!

Ok well yesterday: was complete crap, except for Tim and Dan! thank you so much Tim, my wonderful babe of mine, you really helped me ad made me sane again ( Read more... )

NOT! i think that i'll just stay freindless! and when my boyfreind finnaly leaves me (because he will eventualy) i am going to move far far away, and do nothing but the military for years and years, until they kick me out! and then i'll live off the land, in a cave deep in the middle of no where, until I dye!

Well i am back into my crapy mood1 it wasn't fixed, just smothed over enuf to make me happy for a little while! Well now i think that its going to take alot to make me happy! I don't feel any happyness anymore! it now takes alot to make me simle and laugh, with out forcing it! i have to laugh at a joke that my dad told earler, that i would have ( Read more... )

I am feeling better! I think that i was just really stressed out! Well I am under the belief that I have eliminated one of my stresses! (crossing my fingers!) I just hope that it works, instead of giving me more stress then it already did! Well maybe now i can clam down and get all my shit figured out! thanks to all of you whom helped me! well ( Read more... )