this weekend was okay. I got a new piercing i dunno if i like it much its kinda weird. Things have gotten so fucking weird. Beto is pissing me off. One he was talking mad shit about my piercing. He also called it quits for good. Im not upset because he doesnt want to be with me im upset because i didnt even want to be with him in the beginning ( Read more... )

today i am so sick. and it is no fun what so ever i want to be better already. Spring Break is almost here. I cant wait to see everybody again. Alyssa and i are gonna be staying at the island. Im planning on getting really drunk. School is going good. I threw up in class today it was pretty disgusting and embarrassing at the same time. Aww ( Read more... )

well school starts again and things return back to normal. This christmas break was awesome. I got my bad ass phone that i really really wanted, partied hard, and made some money. When the fall semester started it felt fine when people left. Now that spring has started it was kinda hard to see people go. I really miss our little party group. ( Read more... )

Today went very well i took my dance and edci final. They were both easy because i studied. Im so happy i received my grade for english. I didnt believe it but i got a B+ on the final so it raised my grade to a 91 for the semester. How awesome is that. And i should pull a B or an A in my other classes cause i thought my hardest class was dance ( Read more... )

HELL YEAH i finished my paper today. Twenty-four pages of bullshit about ballets that i have watched. Now i can kick back and relax. Tomorrow i have my final at 2:45 not even nervous about that. Just have to study a little bit. This journal has helped me cause i had to learn about the dancers and shit so i have it stored in my short term ( Read more... )

Last night was so FUN. I worked and all at Barock and the place was fucking packed. I made 206 dollars! Thats great for working three hours. I finished up early around 1:00 and i started dancing. I saw my cousin robert there. He is so funny. He came up behind me and pulled on my skirt and told me to pull it down. I saw brady there with a ( Read more... )

Im so disappointed! I hate the world today. Everyone is fake everyones a liar. I cant believe Ive been so blind. Why do people have to put up a front? In todays world all guys want in SEX. Its so hard to find one thats not interested in that. Maybe someday these boys will grow up and be men.

Dead days are approaching and i am writing so many damn essays. Im glad that christmas break is just around the corner. Tomorrow will be my last day in comp. and im kinda sad VonEnde is so sweet. But, i cant wait to hit up Mex durning christmas. Im kinda getting frustrated with James. Doesnt he know that i am on a higher scale then him? He is ( Read more... )

Well these past few days have been very interesting. Its so weird even though I am out of high school I still hear rumors about everybody from our class. School has been cool. I love my english class! Dr. Von Ende is so cool. Tonight ill probably hit up the panam field house to watch the broncs play some bball. I dont know if this is a good ( Read more... )

How things change so quickly. I think the whole thing with Beto is so over. I like this new guy named James. He is so cute. He looks kind of goofy. He is about 6'2 has red kinky hair and has freckles. But, his eyes are so pretty there a dark green color. He is such a dork but i really do like him. He is so nice. Appearances may be ( Read more... )