Threw you the obvious And you flew with it on your back A name in your recollection Down among a million, say: Difficult enough to feel a little bit Disappointed, passed over. When I've looked right through, To see you naked and oblivious and you don't see me Well I threw you the obvious, Just to see if there's more behind the Eyes of a fallen ( Read more... )

 I wish I could relocate. 
And transport myself to my small bathroom, with the stand up shower that doesn't work. I put my pillow on the floor and close the curtian. I want to lose myself in the book I'm reading.

Maybe write something down.

I'm just feeling a bit displaced.

On the plus side of life I'm watching the first episode of True Blood....

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the feelings I'm feeling.

If looks could really kill then my profession would be staring.

I finished Sweep:BOS today. I forgot how much I liked that book, and how into the series I used to be. I'm missing book two and seven but I have the others in that masssive 15 book series. The books themselves are easy reads. Usually takes me a day or two.
But now I'm moving onto ( Read more... )

I thought I would share a true story with my livejournal. Due to the lack of internet I was unable to post this when it actually happened.

A few weeks ago I was at the Carvel in Port Jeff after bowling. It was right after we got that foot of snow. I saw this woman stumbling in the snow and as I sat there holding onto my sundae but  I was too wrapped ( Read more... )

Sometimes I listen to an Eve6 song and drive like a maniac.

Because I'm an idiot.

What the fuck am I doing up at 3:30am?????

Oh thats right, I'm drinking water and reading this here Anne Rice book and I decided to go online before I pass the hell out.

I love vodka. And Strawberry Cranberry juice. I think it likes me too.

Oh- and I am listening to "Eyes on Fire"

Did I mention I'm sleeping at my dads house again?
(I am)

"You're the ( Read more... )

Dad's apartment smells like paint, good thing I enjoy the smell of fresh paint.
I've been here for 24 hours. So far so good. Dawn (his wife) is in Florida until Tuesday so I may stay here until then. Or until I can decide what to do from here.

I found a laundromat a few blocks from here that was looking for help. I gave them my information. I hope ( Read more... )

 after I posted last Thursday Joe's mom picked me up and we went to the bowling alley. 
Hafway through the first game I saw Brian who was on my team with Tracy and Steve last year. 
Steve helped me get the job at The UPS Store in Mt. Sinai.

He had passed away the week before and everyone thought I knew. When I saw Brian I said: "You here visiting ( Read more... )

Tuesday I was driving to my moms house when a sharp pain shot from my left shoulder through my chest then settled back to my left shoulder. Since then my left shoulder has been hurting a lot. When I got home later that afternoon I asked Joe's mom ( a physical therapist assistant) to help me ( Read more... )