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[the_gobbler]

Mmkay guys, I need some serious help. I realized tonight that I'm a fucking hell of a lot more stressed than I thought, and I don't know what to do about it.... I kind of had a breakdown a little when I couldn't understand my calc homework and in the same night was prevented from doing my spanish essay because my sister TOOK MY SPANISH BINDER TO

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[felkwafi]

CAITY! Oh noes! D: I hate breakdowns. I almost burned out at the end of 3rd quarter, but I think that even though West Side Story was preventing me from doing a lot of my homework, it kinda distracted me a lot.
Therefore, I now make this offer: let's do something relaxing this weekend. I (amazingly) don't have any rehearsals, so I'll probably be free (except for possible dress shopping, which I must consult you on).
Caity, you're, like... a great student. <3 And I know that's usually the kind that has these kinds of stress attacks. But usually, even though they have them more often, you guys are the ones who shouldn't worry. <3 It's fine to get burned out once in awhile, 'cause you're human, not just some kind of homework machine. I think if you take a breath for a second, it'd be good for you.
Aah. I'm bad at this. I don't really know what to say except DON'T STRESS YOURSELF OUT!! <333 You don't deserve to have to deal with that on top of everything else. Just don't let it get to you -- everything will turn out fine

[the_gobbler]

*sniff* Awww, Kira, thank you! I've just been having a hard time this year, I don't really know why.... but I don't feel smart anymore. Everything just makes me feel stupid. Like.... Colin beating me at Spanish, fucking Evan beating me at Calculus and Chemistry, having my writing torn apart in workshops at creative writing, making errors and hitting less than my weight in batting average.... I dunno. I'm kinda just like, what's the point if I'm not any good at it? Ya know?

[stoneageclimber]

I'm gonna reply to this as someone who hasn't been good at stuff pretty much my whole life...it gets better, I promise.
And don't even say that you aren't good at this stuff...you are serisouly like 10 times better than me at all of this, which of course isn't saying much, but still.
Just keep your hopes up, it really does get better. Just don't let your fears and...misfortunes keep you down.
We all love you and no matter what, I think you one AMAZING person and I love you!
Don't give up.

[the_gobbler]

I hope so.... :(

[stoneageclimber]

CAITY!!
First of all...I know where you're coming from with the stress thing, so if you EVER need to talk/rant/waste time, you have my number and I'm glad to help you anytime!
You just need some time to relax, hang out with friends, do nothing, do anything.
Just take some time to chill out.
Everything will work out, so try not to worry about everything too much right now.
And don't forget, I <3 You! And you have so many friends that are here for you!

[the_gobbler]

Thanks Dani.... ^_^. I.... just replied to Kira's comment with what's goin on, and I think it's a little redundant to type the same thing twice in the same entry.... so.... yeah. Sorry that's really dumb....