*Sigh*

[the_godsend]

I guess it's update time. I don't know what's coming or going anymore. I don't know what to feel, I don't even know what I do feel

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[xvwackovx]

:(

*hughug*

[the_godsend]

*hug* Thank you Sierra, I needed that :)

[somethingvague]

WHAT HAPPENED?

do you want me to have sex with you to make you feel better?

well im sorry i cant do that
cuz im a dyke

[the_godsend]

Basically a very long, and equally as painful story short Ayla broke up with me, and basically in the end, just made me question everything in general. Oh and I now have even less self esteem than I did previously.

[ardin_resolute]

I'm glad you gave it back to her. I hope she realizes how final this is.

Now you can step back and think all this through. I'm always here for you in case you need it, you know that, I've already been with you for each step here (I think).

Whether you're friends anymore, well let the future deal with itself, for now, deal with yourself.

[the_godsend]

Yeah that's what I'm looking for. I want us both to be happy, but at this point I know I can't be happy.

But out of all of this you've been there every step of the way plus more and it's something I can't even begin to express my gratitude. If it weren't for my friends I'd be more messed up than I am already, so I have to express my thanks.

[dc_riven]

You leave town for two damn weeks and your best friend loses a bunch more self esteem. Something is wrong with this damn town. They should have a place where you can go to refill your self esteem tank. Like propane. Or ether