Wednesday, Oct. 29th - very early morning
Well, that was fun... not.
[Private]
I feel like ...
An arsehole... cancelling the DA meeting... flying away... hurting somebody... hiding... crying...
I can't keep doing this to Neville and I can't do anything else.
Why can't the world just fuck off for a while and leave me alone?
I don't want to go to classes today, but I have to. I just hope nobody talks to me. I don't want to hurt anymore feelings.
I don't think Neville will come to the meeting... or to the flying lesson we agreed on for Thursday. I really really can't blame him. If he comes, I'll try to be... normal. Hah, what a fucking joke. Nothing's normal about me.
[Private]
I feel like ...
An arsehole... cancelling the DA meeting... flying away... hurting somebody... hiding... crying...
I can't keep doing this to Neville and I can't do anything else.
Why can't the world just fuck off for a while and leave me alone?
I don't want to go to classes today, but I have to. I just hope nobody talks to me. I don't want to hurt anymore feelings.
I don't think Neville will come to the meeting... or to the flying lesson we agreed on for Thursday. I really really can't blame him. If he comes, I'll try to be... normal. Hah, what a fucking joke. Nothing's normal about me.