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Soul of a Man
It's all I can do to see through the tears right now. I've been crying for hours and the tears keep leaking out from under my lids. I'm empty and discarded and from the depths of that divine despair, the tears of shame keep falling ( Read more... ) -
Nobody's Hero
I'm struggling through a mire of depression lately. I just can't seem to get anything right for anyone and when I reach out, I feel slapped back and ridiculed for not being strong. I've been strong for so long, been the one everyone turns to... when's my turn? I guess I don't get one. Best to cry silently and where no one can see me. No one ( Read more... ) -
Still here
No, I didn't wash away in the floods that overran my downtown and wiped out another small town to the south.
I live on top of a hill. Apparently for a reason. -
Wednesday
I actually started out today with a sense of wonder and joy and hope.
Boy was that a stupid mistake on my part.
Won't do that again. -
Comment fic - SouthLAnd
John Cooper - SouthLAnd
( John Cooper - SouthLAnd - I'm not afraid of the dark, I'm afraid of the night. ) -
Scotch o'clock.
Drinking myself to sleep is becoming too common as is waking late. So far I'm holding it together. For how long is anyone's guess. -
Really?
So it was a hell of a night. Last night I didn't sleep worth shit, so when I got home from work today, I crawled into bed and stayed there. That was at about 5:30 pm. At 9:30 pm, I was awakened by the people in the back suite screaming at each other, which is nothing new since they got evicted last weekend and have til the end of the month to ( Read more... ) -
Speechless
Gut filled with broken glass
Shards grinding with no ease
One beautiful day undone by one word
Full of remorse and seif recrimination
Accused of crimes never intended
Bleeding out for hours alone
Why can't I just be speechless?
Instead of useless
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