This has been one busy/gay/unproductive week ( Read more... )

I think it's amazing how much we live our lives for other people (some more than others). Sometimes I feel like I don't live for me anymore and I'm just here to be used by others. It doesn't bother me too much except when I get in my selfish moods. How many choices have I made during the past 10 years just to make someone else happy? I don't think ( Read more... )

So I've been back at LU for the past few days and it's starting to feel normal again. Saturday was pretty hectic. I was running around doing last minute stuff, trying not to forget anything, and trying not to be late picking up Kristin from the airport (we decided that we would drive up together since flying through Chicago is cheaper for her). I ( Read more... )

I've started exercising again, I really want to turn my life around after becoming a blob for the last month. I went running and did lunges and pushups and crunches. Yea, that's right, I'm turning into an Olympic athlete (of couch potatoes) and it feels great ( Read more... )

-This has been the most idle summer I've had in awhile, I constantly feel like I'm just wasting space ( Read more... )

Today I got rejected from Old Navy. This makes me sad because I thought I had a pretty good interview. Even sadder is that I got rejected by postcard. Wow, I feel like a reject.

I just finished reading Oliver Twist. What a friggin' long book. I'm not so sure how I feel about Dickens, I think I have lukewarm feelings for him ( Read more... )

Today my brothers got their report cards, and all I have to say is daaaaayoom! Sterling got a D and a couple of C's which would have got me grounded for weeks when I was his age. But still not too bad. Richie got 4 F's, 3 D's and a C. WTF! His GPA is a whoppin' .86. The good thing is he only got 2 absences and he ranks 112 out of a class of 126, so ( Read more... )

Yesterday my cousin, the gay one who came out to me on Christmas, graduated from high school. She had a small get together afterwards that I did not attend (I was passed out, and no one bothered to wake me up). My mom kept emphasizing the fact that she brought her "boyfriend" to the party. My brother pointed out that she left out that fact that not ( Read more... )

I can't stop laughing! I just came back from Mursell house and ran into Melanie Boyd with a posse of children (her children and their cousins. well, I think they were cousins because she mentioned their visit in class) and someone who was probably her sister? Anyways, Cayden (her son) was running and yelling something (I couldn't hear what he was ( Read more... )